First month in Antaiji


This is my first month in Antaiji, one month still left, somehow is not easy to follow such a simple practice without some resistences, but is obvious i need more than two months for that; by now just trying to follow the schedule and glad to be sharing this practice with this people, surprised of seeing many young persons taking this practice with such compromise and spirit! ( im 32 and im one of the olders), enjoying most of the time, suffering sometimes, specially during my first 5 days sesshin, but somehow don't worrying too much about this two things.
I know that zazen is good for nothing but every effort i have done for this practice, feels like is not worthless.
Hô Ki